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lonelymama

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  1. So I had another dream the other night after I had prayed for God to reveal to me what is going on in my situation. So here it is: We were in the parking lot of the first church Scott and I went to. I was standing outside a green station wagon. Him and his gf Cindi were in the back seat. The doors were opened. I circled the car once and called her a whore. Then the second time I began to circle the car Scott was standing outside the car between it and the church. She was getting out of the backseat. I called her a whore. She said "no I'm not!" I replied "yes you are!" She was standing outsi
  2. So I had a dream after that one: I was in the fifth wheel where they have been living in and I was watching Scott and Cindi ( his gf ) talking. Scott was freaking out about loosing his license because he has failed to pay child support. And all I kept hearing her say was "it's going to be okay. We will get through this." Then I woke up. Today I woke up to a vision of a picture of Scotts' motorcycle and I heard the LORD say "I will take his motorcycle," and then I heard 2 more times during the day. I also heard, "I will hit him at his point of pride." This is the same voice I heard a fe
  3. So I had a dream the other night: My roommates and I were sitting in his the living room and Shay was telling me how she heard about my ex and his gf and how they were getting ready to kill each other cuz he had lost his license a couple months ago and he was real close to going to jail. In my dream i noticed shay was putting something together into a box. she was sitting where the play pen for my son is. her husband chris was playing on his cell phone and said up he's a dude therefore he's going to jail. but i was sitting on the couch and i was just shocked about every thing she was telling
  4. My heart is breaking tonight. I am on the call and I love listening to Kathy and Joel. They are such truth speakers. They really ministered to me tonight. Thank you two for all you do. You are awesome. I am missing my ex husband even tho there really is nothing good to miss. It has been 5 months since we have been together physically and it has been 4 months since the divorce was finalized. I have to say it seems like it has been longer. And at the same time not long enough. I have been praying to God a lot and one thing that has come to my attention is that Scott was actually Satan's gre
  5. Yes He does. My friend and roommate Shay became a Christian because she said by watching my life and watching how God has taken care of me an dmy son she wanted to know the Jesus I know. And she is always telling me that no matter what God will take care of her. It's amazing how He loves us.
  6. Hey pretty lady. I miss you. Seems there's been no ladies calls the last two fridays. Thanks for stoppin by on my forum tho Love you. I can't wait to see what GOD does for me either. How are things in your world?
  7. Finally after months i have answers to this dream lol Woman (stranger) = Spirit: seducing spirit; temptation; deception; witchcraft; God's messenger/angel; one's own self. (see also, harlot, name) Police = Authority: natural civil or spiritual authority (good or evil;) protection; control; angels or demons; an enforcer of a curse of the law/judgment (because of transgression or an evil covenant.) Red = Passion: emotion; anger; hatred; lust; sin; enthusiasm; zeal. Car, Convertible = Covered/Uncovered: (depending on the top position in the dream;) if top up: the emphasis is on the c
  8. Thanks Musicteacher. These people were actually real "friends". we used to hang out. But now I know their real colors. and I did remove them from my facebook account. I just can't believe how cruel they were and then they messaged me saying oh don't take it to heart we were just joking. I really am not in the mood for people like that.
  9. So I am sitting here doing my homework and watching a sermon on youtube about satan lying to us about relationships and what not. I put some scriptures on my facebook and something about God is God all by himself on there and then four of what seemed to be friends start attacking me about keeping God in church and that I am annoying them. Then they go into how i cant find some to love me and i am afraid to be alone and i am an idiot... real nice. Normally i would break down crying but in all honesty It doesn't bother me. I mean it kinda does but at the same time I just thought it weird. what i
  10. New Hope here in Monroe across from my house. Pastor T and sister T come over on thursday to my house to do bible study with us. Pastor T even breaks things down into the hebrew and greek. It's Awesome!
  11. I am so happy for you looney! PRAISE GOD PRAISE GOD!!!!
  12. I finally got the internet back. YAY! So school is going well. CJ is growing so fast. I am so thankful to GOD for this ministry. I found a church that believes like the J&K ministry concerning husbands and wives. Just blew me away when they started talking about it in my living room at our bible study on Thursday. God is so amazing. And He is showing himself mightily in this season of my life. Thank you Jesus!
  13. Thanks Fiona. So here is some interesting news I am running for city council. Will go in and talk to them tomorrow. pray for me
  14. I am laying in bed on my cell crying out to God to mend my broken heart. I am so hurt. My heart has been betrayed and my marriage bed defiled. Some days are ok others are hard. Watching my son @ times hurts becuz what shoulda been a happy family is now a wonderful child and a clueless single mom. Lol. I love my son and try to thank God everyday for him and our protection. I just hope and pray some day in the future God will bring a godly righteous man into our lives who will love us and cherish us like Christ. Cuz to be honest I am human and I miss the touch of someone who loves me.. and I kno
  15. I have been praying in tongues almost non-stop for days now. It's great yet nerve racking. I am trusting in God right now to do only what he can do.
  16. Court went ok. I thought it was over he signed the paper and then a week later there was a problem. So I went back to court. Judge set it aging for Oct 11. When we were at court Scott brought his gf. An old "friend " of mine. Come to find out they have been in an affair for about a year. I am mad and hurt but God has given me a word of restoration AMEN! THIS is bigger than anything. Anywhoo I have to run to class now. Luv u all
  17. I am done with him. I cant go back to him ever.... i am done i dont' care if he ever turns around.. he go be with someone else and stay away from me and my son
  18. Just a quick note. Thursday ex was like i love you wanna work this out i will call joel. then by friday evening it was i want you to die and what not.. not sure what his prob is. oh well God is still taking care of me and CJ.
  19. So ex showed up at church. Was sad and pathetic. Saying he is hurting not being able to see his son. Wants to start talking about things. Said that I am a good woman but we are just not good together and I called him on that said that is a lie of Satan. He stormed off. Started his temper tantrum and said why don't u just push my motorcycle over again to make you feel better while I was crying on the steps of the church. Then when he finally came to get his stuff today he called the cops on me because his batteries were missing in the truck and he was yelling at me and starting drama. So his
  20. Thanks MJ. I do enjoy it.. it was just funny to see my lil one licking the window.. LOL
  21. So the 30days allowed by law for appeals on a divorce in Oregon is up as of yesterday at 5pm. Nothing was filed by ex which means everything in the divorce is absolute. Kinda nice to breathe again. I am really tired today as I had some gf's come over last night. OH my goodness I haven't laughed so hard my stomach and back hurt from laughing so hard. It was great. My son is doing well. He took 4 steps today. I was so excited and scared at the same time. He is growing to fast. He is teething again cuz he has been chewing on everything from furniture to my shoes... funny child I was outside
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