JoelandKathy Posted March 24, 2009 Report Share Posted March 24, 2009 Dear and Precious Joel and Kathy, Having read some of the miraculous testimonies in your books I'm sure you must get used to hearing what I am about to say......I pray that our miracle still feels as good to you as your own did all those years ago: You are richly blessed. I DO NOT NEED TO BUY YOUR AMAZING COURSE...... THE REASON BEING MY HUSBAND JUST HAS!!! You can only realize the magnitude of this when you understand that my husband left me and our two children three weeks ago for the umpteenth time quoting the usual reason "that I had made his life unbearable through my bullying and controlling ways" (I'd dared to tell him that I felt hurt that he was late from work and hadn't thought to phone and let me know). I have come to know through reading the mini-course you have been emailing me, that Fred IS Joel and I AM Kathy....the parallels are frightening and have brought me to tears too many times, I barely get through a page without wanting to jump up and shout "yes, yes, yes!" in recognition of the state of our marriage since it began over two years ago. I won't go into detail, but suffice to say, save for the adultery, it's all there like a mirror to our lives! I have prayed so hard over the past 2 1/2 years that Fred would come to see the truth but he never did and the situation simply worsened. Yesterday in Church as I turned to Jesus to comfort my aching heart I found some solace, but I knew I would always carry the bleeding wound that was our failed marriage with me for the rest of my life, reflected in the eyes of our beautiful children. Aside from praying for comfort for myself and the children all I could do was get on with my life as a single Mum and love my babies well. I had told Fred about your iconoclastic course and that it spoke to me profoundly but I had done all I could do to help our marriage and it was for him to find his own way to God's truth now. I felt so hard saying that but I was beaten; trying to talk to Fred during our marriage only resulted in accusations about my personality defects, stonewalling and abuse. As the service ended I felt a hand on my shoulder.....it was Fred. he came to church to find me and talk to me. He said that whilst I was in church he had subscribed to your course and had begun to read the first book. He held me and said he realized it was all his fault, he cried in my arms and I felt a surge of love for him and for my God and true redeemer. My prayers were being answered as I wept. If ever I had harbored a shadow of a doubt about the existence of God, the miracle of Jesus and the reality of His miracles, they ebbed away in my tears. Joel and Kathy, we live separately at the moment and I feel that Fred still needs to find his own way to the truth through your course and the power of God. I am aware that the power of the Holy Spirit is within Fred and that whilst we are at the very beginning of the greatest journey of our lives he has taken the most important, and bravest, step..... It is you I must thank for being the catalyst for Fred and God's grace for allowing him to accept the truth you have shown him. I hope we can keep you updated of our progress. Go well in God, Wilma (and Fred) - Names subject to change! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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